
When I was a child I often dreamed a special dream, which I had several times.
I was in my bedroom at midnight, and there was darkness, so I tried to switch on the light.
But I didn't succeed.
The lightbulbs were fading, and I was scared, because I didn't understand why they were not working.
Even awake I always feared the darkness.
That fear appeared in that nightmare.
And also appeared the spiritual need to find the Light inside me.
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Today I had several dreams I could recall.
But I have had a particular one I still need to think over.
I was in a shop. It was full of antiquities, and was quite dim.
So I needed something to light with.
And I found an oil lamp.
It worked well.
I only needed to lift it up to see everything on the shelves.
When it began to fade, I turned it on a little.
Everything was as perfect as I wanted.
Only when I woke up, I remembered that I have had another dreams of light and darkness before.